Male! Belarus x Chubby! Reader~ Breaking The Wall

     Nikolai was slumped over the rocking seahorse in the park. You walked up behind him slowly, "Nikolai..." You called out gently, standing a few feet away from him.

     He made no sound for a few moments, then in one swift moment, he has a knife pointed at you, "Leave (Your Name) alone!!!" He yelled out, eyes swimming.

     Your eyes widened in fear and you let out a small shriek, "Nikolai! It's me!" You reasoned, putting your hands up instinctively.

     His eyes squinted and struggled to get a glimpse of you, "(Y-Your Name)...?" He asked, seeing your frame and slowly putting down the knife.

     You sighed in relief and dropped your hands to your sides, "Yes..." You said in a calm tone. You went over to him and helped him off of the rocking seahorse, "Come on... We're going back to my house now..." You gently said.

     He hugged you and cuddled into your fluff, caressing part of it with his hands, "You're so soft..." He breathed sexily into your ear.

     Knowing that if you pushed him off you'd make him fall over, you blushed furiously in it's place, "Stop it. I'm not soft, I'm fat," You said.

     He then suddenly started crying, "(Your Name)!" He said loudly, "You're not fat! You're fluffy and beautiful!!!" He shouted at the top of his lungs.

     Your eyes widened and you only blushed further, "Don't be stupid," You said, hauling him into the car, "Now buckle up and sit back."

     "But (Your Name)!" He continued to yell as he hugged you and pulled you down to him, resulting in you being across his lap. He clung to you in an almost needy manner, "You really are beautiful!!!" He continued to cry, "Why can't you see?!"

     You tried as hard as you could to get off of him, you must be crushing the poor man!

     He wasn't letting you go anytime soon though as your efforts were labeled useless when he simply hugged you tighter and pulled you into the car. He reached over and shut the door behind you, placing you in his lap.

     "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met! And your figure only adds to that beauty! No, it makes you sexy! You also have the biggest heart that I've ever seen! So how dare you say you aren't beautiful!" He yelled harshly, pressing a warning kiss to your lips.

     You only sat frozen in place and let him pull away from the kiss without protest. You looked out the window, slowly taking in his words.

     You shook your head and looked down at your lap, "You're drunk Nikolai, we should go home," You stated, pulling yourself off of his lap and into the driver's seat.

     You started up the car and drove off, turning on the music as you did. And that only drowned out the sounds of his miserable sobbing.

                            *~*~Timeskip to your house~*~*

     Pulling into the driveway, you turned off the car and got him out of the said turned off vehicle.

     He didn't bother protesting, he was dead asleep.

     Mustering up every bit of power, you hauled him inside your house and onto the couch.

     Ivan owed you now. He had called saying he couldn't pick up this drunken best friend of your's because of some issues... But he did sound really scared... And a very creepy voice that kept chanting 'Marry me... Marry me... Marry me...' was in the background... You made a mental note to call him tomorrow morning and see if he's still alive.

     You snapped out of your thoughts as you heard slight moaning. You looked down to see Nikolai with his mouth partially open, babbling in his sleep.

     A smile formed on your face despite what happened earlier, he just looked so damn cute!

     His long coat with dark fur trim looked uncomfortable against his body as he slept, the fabric probably making his arms and any other exposed skin itchy. Carefully, you reached over to remove the heavy, large coat. You had your finger laced around one of the buttons and you were about to unbutton the button when-

     "(Your Name)..." He whispered your name sexily in his sleep. His (His colored eyes) were shut, his heavy breathing in the air.

     You blushed a very deep red, D-Did he just say my name...? H-He must know it's me... You thought, saddening a bit by them even.

     You dismissed it and started unbuttoning his buttons. You made easy time on the buttons, surprisingly, and you started to slip the heavy coat off of him. But you stopped, for you saw a grim site. The tip of an ugly looking scar stood out against his pale skin.

     Your heart sunk as you kept pulling the coat off, revealing more and more scars. Finally, you took off the coat.

     Quickly, you took a blanket and threw it over him. Those scars made your stomach churn the wrong way. You stared down at him sadly; was that why he always had his coat on? You had never seen him without his coat on before... And you only guessed because it was so cold in Belarus...

     Shaking your head, you turned sighed. He'd never tell you about those scars.

     Slowly, you were making your way to your room when you felt someone hug you tightly.

     You screamed loudly and struggled, "STOP! HELP!"

     "Sh~" He whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your spine, "It's me."

     You managed to turn yourself around in his arms, "N-Nikolai!? What the hell!?"

     He smiled down at you, "I love you (Your Name)," He stated without a slur.

     He then proceeded to kiss you passionately. You kissed back in the heat of the moment, not being able to pull away because of his arms... And the sudden quickening of your heartbeat... And the fuzzy warmth going through your veins, which melted your whole being.

     After a very good amount of time, he pulled away, a thin strand of saliva connecting your lips.

     "I-I l-love you too..." You stuttered, smiling slightly.

     He suddenly broke down, bawling like an infant, "I have trouble expressing my feelings for others because of having kept them shut up for so long!!!" He admitted, "But everyone thinks I'm a very cold person who is scary and a stalker! And my biggest desire in life is to simply feel wanted and loved...!" He continued to bawl, "So... Thank you," He smiled happily through his tears.

     A tear fell onto your cheek, then your own mixed in with it, and it fell to the floor. You could see, he was no longer drunk.

     You looked up at him with the same teary smile, "I love you so much..." You said confidently, reaching up, you took the front of his tee shirt and smashed your lips onto his. He smiled into the kiss and immediately kissed back.

     You could see how much he loved you, you saw his wall break down, and you saw his emotions spill for the first time. He never cared about your weight, your insecurities, and even how nerdy you are. Actually, that's a lie, he did care about those, except he loved them and held every one of them precious in his heart.

     But he didn't change at all to anyone else, he had the same cold stare to everyone. But when he looked at you, you saw that fire in the back of that ice, slowly cracking to break his wall again.